Day 131: She Wants

Yesterday I started to feel run down after writing the post. What started as a tickle in my throat turned into a stuffed nose and headache. I caught what Ryan had.

Which means I’m somewhat phoning it in today after blowing through half a box of tissues.

Below is my first post I made on Substack exactly a year ago yesterday. While at a planner date with Carin and our other bestie Kim I mentioned being guided to put my writings somewhere else. Carin suggested Substack. I said, “I think I have an account already”. I went into the app store, redownloaded it and saw that it was exactly a year after my first post.

To me it appears to stand the test of time… it is also a pretty significant synchronicity indicating I’m living my divine design. Despite feeling like doodoo, it’s still pretty exciting.

Published January 24, 2025
SHE WANTS

She wants to know how it feels to make decisions for “the greater good” that causes such gut wrenching pain and fear for so many.

She ponders what it’s like to trade votes for something she truly believes in to stay in good graces.

She thinks often about why hurt people hurt other people instead of healing themselves. Can they not remember how raw the pain they are inflicting on others felt on themself? Do they truly believe that because they suffered others need to/should/or have to?

She wonders what it’s like to put her wants before everyone else’s. 

She wants to know what it feels like to be a man in the USA in 2025.